Bras are my enemy

 If you think bras were uncomfortable before, wearing them with tissue expanders are the worse. I can’t find anything comfortable so I just opted out on wearing one. It already feels tight and uncomfortable on its own. The only bras that you can wear are bralettes and “sport” bras. And I mean “sport” because you’re not supposed to wear anything that’ll be too tight or it’ll squish the expanders. No wired bras, it makes things even more uncomfortable especially if you have the incision underneath. Or cup bras. Cup bras are weird especially if they have a padding. Whatever the case, since the expanders are so hard, it will mold to whatever you’re wearing. And it doesn’t just bounce back. If your bra is digging in your “boobs” it will leave a dent. And you can see it through your shirt. And that dent will stay there for a good amount of time. If you wear a bra that pushes your “boobs” together, once you take it off, they’ll be slanted inwards. So honestly like fuck it! No bra, don’t care. I did nipple sparing so if anyone is offended if they see my nipples, they can fuck off! 😂 I rather keep them round and hold how they’re naturally supposed to be shaped 

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