My Double Mastectomy

 I definitely lucked out on the physical part. I think since I originally started off small and only wanted to go a little bit bigger, I didn’t need any revisions. I didn’t need to rearrange my nipples, get a lift, shift anything, no grafting, etc. I also choose extra firm implants (less rippling) and had them over there muscles so overall it was less invasive. I only did one surgery after my mastectomy while it’s common for women to have 3-6. And since my job is physical, that was my “physical therapy” so I didn’t have issues with arm mobility.  Mentally was really a struggle. Making this decision was extremely difficult with the agony of all the extensive research put into it. Being young with no children didn’t help either. People kept questioning my decision and at the same time I’d be dismissed because of my age. I tired getting therapy but my doctor told me no and should look for support groups instead. Turns out I’m not allowed to join any of them because I don’t have c...

 A lot has happened that I almost forgot to update. So far I’m okay, nothing major has happened yet. It’s just my incision didn’t heal well like it did the first time. The second round was less invasive and since there’s nothing there, I didn’t really feel pain. Which was great at first until I was over working my body before I realized it. I slowed down my healing process. And because they cut me in the same area, I developed hypertrophic and hypersensitivity. It hurts and get really really itchy/irritated when something touches it. Like if I’m wearing a bra, since it’s pressing on it, it’ll get to the point where I’d want to rip my skin off. So I have to do steroid shots and “physical therapy”. Physical therapy for the hyper sensitivity where they’ll test out different fabrics and different pressures on me to get use to it? Didn’t know that was called physical therapy so that’s new to me. Doesn’t start till December and my steroid shots don’t start till in a few weeks so we’ll se...